8 months is a long time to be on, especially using compounds like tren and deca. Still, I think that a 21 yr old should be able to recover with the right program. Thing is, you are going to have to understand that this is going to be a process. It's easy to get discouraged after it's been a couple months and you haven't totally returned to normal. A lot of guys want to take the easy out and just take another shot of test. At your age though, there is no reason to resort to HRT. I would use HCG and arom to start. About 500iu HCG every 3 days along with 12.5mg arom, ED. Do this for about 2 wks. Then drop the arom to EOD and begin clomid for the next 2 wks. So at this point, you will be using 500iu HCG every 3 days, 12.5 arom EOD and clomid 50mg ED. Do this for 2 wks. Then drop the HCG and continue on the clomid at 50mg ED and arom at 12.5mgEOD for the next month.