I think your best bet is to find a good Dr that is willig to monitor your labs. I have an MD who does not supply me with gear, but does all my lab work for me. My Dr knows exactly what I'm using and keeps it off the record. You have to remember that even if you pulled off a low test reading and got TRT, the Dr is probably going to want to do labs for several months to get you stable. Then from there, you'll only be able to run short cycles and always worry if thigs are going to clear in time and get back to normal, before your next draw. Believe me, I've seen too many people try to play this game and it isnt worth it. They always mess it up lol and waste a year dicking around. Plus, If you do what i'm suggesting, you can get labs done in the middle of heavy cycles, to make sure that everything is still functioning properly.
It can be hard to find a good dr like this, but they are out there. I would talk to people in the BB comunity in your area and find out who they see.