Convince me to use steroids:Dear IFBB Undercover,I am curious about gear. In fact, I always have been, ever since high school. Some history about myself, I have been a professional fashion, commercial model, and actor for about four years now. Since about age 19. My stats are as follows:MaleAge: 23Years lifting experience: 7 yearsHeight: 6' 0"Weight: 195 lbs.BF: 12%Waist: 32'Shoe size: 11Suit: 40-42RAthletic history: Baseball, Track, SwimmingCurrent Training: 3-4 days of standard bodybuilding/ strength training workouts.E.g. 10-12 reps of 4 sets. Varying dumbbell, barbel, machine exercises at about 90% max effort. Split into leg day, chest/triceps day, back day, shoulders/arms day. Cardio: 20 minutes, low intensity-moderate intensity, walking treadmill or elliptical machine, 3 days a week.Diet: Low fat, moderate protein, higher carbs (1.5 grams/per gram of body weight)Essentially consisting of: grilled chix breast, jasmine rice, Powerade (1-2 drinks per day), black coffee, mustard, salad, and periodic protein shakes throughout day (with almond butter). I am experienced in staying at low body fat % year round naturally, around 8-9%. (Although not very enjoyable.)My questions are as follows:Will gear help me stay at that conditioning easier? Will I look more muscular and better conditioned at those measurements, while on gear?Will my diet have to be nearly as strict? Will I retain any water? (Face bloat is unacceptable.)Will I have a better quality of life (e.g. Better sex drive, more energy, better overall physique= more jobs= more income, fewer issues with physique being the reason I don't book jobs)?I understand you make your living using your body. In what way can I make this lifestyle more bearable and easier to live with? Will gear help that to happen?If you were to recommend a cycle of drugs for conditioning reasons or muscularity reasons being most important, what would it be?How long can I use such a cycle if my body is my career? Do you recommend coming off?Will I experience any feeling of being "alpha"? Is that a common effect of gear use? Will it give me a mental edge over competition? What other personality changes or mindset changes I should be prepared for?Any advice would be appreciated, cheers from SoCal