Im not sure about your first question. I have seen people have similar experiences with pharm and good UGL. Maybe your body handles one carrier oil better than another. As for cycling and trying to have good labs, not letting your Dr know, this is a tough, losing battle for a lot of guys. They end up playing games. I wouldn't push your cycles. Be as conservative as possible if you want to keep this up. Issue is, if you use orals that is going to mess up cholesterol more dramatically. Oils will too, just not as bad as fast. You will also effect your red blood numbers. So all this stuff may be off. That said, I would lean toward short esters and give them a month off before lab work. Don't push your luck!