I have seen people at your age, spend just as much time on and still recover. Thing is, this is going to take time. A lot of gus don't make it through without going back on. This is going to be a long term project but if you really want this, you can get through it. I would start by replacing your HRT with 250iu HCG every 3 days and 50mg Clomid. The HCG will force you to produce natural test and keep you from feeling too awful. This is something you might want to do for a couple months. Then you can try removing the HCG. From there, your body will have to produce test on its own. It might take awhile. You could use the occasional HCG shot to help but mostly its going to be a long road. You can try to reduce the clomid after a month and see how you feel. Then try to come off. It’s going to take time. If you are not recovering, you can try to add HCG and Clomid again and repeat until you have recovered. Like I said at the start, many don't make it. It takes patience and time